Posts Tagged ‘random’

What’s done is done.

Friday, October 16th, 2009
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Apparently a certain someone out there does not know the concept of ‘putting the past behind’.

Get it over with, I’m tired of you acting like you care for me in front of everyone and next you’ll be up bullshitting to someone about me in private. Trashing my name all just to get pity from others, oh how professional of you.

I know almost all of the secrets that you hide from me but sadly to speak, I was honest with you all the time back then.

Honestly you’re the lowest person I’ve seen. Enjoy your new man-whore to keep your fuckslot filled. I left and learned for the better ;)

It’s about 5.30AM now.

Tuesday, October 6th, 2009
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Just a short entry before I hit the sack. I’m still in the process of coming up with a short story for a manga. Whether to publish it as doujinshi or not it’s still too early to decide. I’m still searching and experimenting different cell shading styles. First thing I need to chip away is the procrastinating attitude of mine. It’s causing me serious trouble these days, not to mention my sleep patterns are all messed up over assignment workload.

Oh by the way Nintendo DSI looks delicious. I’m also indecisive whether to get a Wacom Bamboo or Intuos sigh. I also need a digital camera urgently as my course requires me to have one on hand. Unfortunately all these things worth more than 500 bucks each. I don’t have much cash left to spare after all my projects for this year’s. Woe is me.

Starting from January next year I’ll save up and get a tablet upgrade and digicam with my own cash.

Oh lawd

Saturday, September 26th, 2009
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Assignments come pouring in for the weekends and they’re here to stay as dates. Adding salt to my wounds, the guys over at Hertfordshire told us to do some sorta art journal which accounts for a sizable chunk of marks in our final assessment. It’s a semester length task.

One of the few things which I’ve managed to find joy, or at least contentment in are the second module of figure studies and also the computer application class. Unlike its name, the latter teaches us on computer graphic application, such as photoshop, illustrator, etc. Being self-taught in several cg applications and having some working experience in the designing field lets me breeze through this class with much ease. These applications, however requires constant tinkering about as I find myself picking up several new tricks from the lecturers themselves.

On a side note, I’m broke at the moment. This year’s cosplay project is probably my most expensive one yet, and to add up to that I bought 2 figurines in Japan partially on impulse (I did contemplate about it for several weeks though). Sigh, I think I won’t be picking up characters with complex costumes in the near future. Not until I have a steady income from my career. Same goes to my figurine collecting hobby.

Studying aborad doesn’t allow me much luxuries in life, but that’s only a menial price which I’ll have to pay for a better future.

3/4 to one year.

Sunday, September 20th, 2009
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It’s been roughly 9 months since I set up vitaminvariant. I wonder if it’s plausible to keep this site up and running despite the lack up updates and contents. Therefore, to keep my overhead low during the course of my tertiary studies, I might move my blog once again, to a free Japanese webhost.  I am, however considering to keep my vitaminvariant.com domain so my readers won’t need to remember another new address again haha.

Downside is, customizability and freedom of scripting might be severely limited with the new webhost.

Washing My Hands Off

Sunday, August 30th, 2009
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After some shocking revelations of backstabbing and worse shit, I’ve decided to move on with life. From now on, whoever fucks with me from behind, will get it tenth-fold back. So much for professionalism.