After some shocking revelations of backstabbing and worse shit, I’ve decided to move on with life. From now on, whoever fucks with me from behind, will get it tenth-fold back. So much for professionalism.

.. and stab! Anyway, recovering from a broken heart is a treacherous journey indeed. I’ve been testing a few techniques to calm myself down, and one of it includes meditation. I knew meditation for someone of my caliber would be inefficient as my spiritual self attachment isn’t any greater than your average joe’s. Of course the easy way out is to immerse yourself with friends until your mind forgets about it, but that won’t do me any good.

Putting aside all those, I would like you guys to listen to this song, Present by Okuda Tamio. It just touched me when I first listened to it. I’m spinning on infinite loop these days.

I’m too lazy to do anything at the moment. Will probably update with stuffs later. Just to let you guys know what anime and manga I’m following right now:

Anime - Saki, Umineko, KaraNoKyoukai, SengokuBasara

Manga - Yotsuba, Tsugumomo, CynthiaTheMission, MiraiNikki

Ps: I fucking hate it when people tell me what a man should or shouldn’t do. Gender equality? Fuck no, it applies only to the female gender. GREAT CONCEPT